A long road.....

So Bailey and I have survived a week...Yeah i know only a week. Many, many more to come. I've been trying to stay busy, working everyday trying to spend time with family and friends. Staying strong for the most part. Nights are defiantly the hardest. John and I talk on the webcam basically every night but after we hang up i just lie there. Thinking...worrying....(so not good for me.) I can be completely exhausted but i still have to force myself to sleep. Hopefully that will get better with time. Once i get used to him not being here, he will be back lol