Me and my Shadow.

Me and my shadow
We're closer than pages that stick in a book
We're closer than ripples that play in a brook
Strolling down the avenue
Wherever you find him, you'll find me, just look

Pure Bliss....

Us waiting at the airport

As you can see its been a while since I've posted, but I've been in PURE BLISS! I am loving every moment of having John home. Its been amazing. Its really more than words can express. The happiness, the joy, the excitement...I cant even began to explain. From the moment I ran to him at the airport Ive been on cloud 9! Never did I know i could miss someone so much!

We are a family again!! We are complete. Bailey has been Daddy's little shadow ever since he got here. The look on her face when she sees him every morning just fills my heart. She loves her Daddy sooo much. He is so sweet, tender, gentle and loving with her. I love watching them play together. I love that they are going to have an amazing relationship. There is no denying that's HER Daddy!!

John and I jumped right back into our relationship like he never left. It was never weird or awkward. Its been amazing, Nothing beats being in the arms of the man you love. Its been almost a second honeymoon for us. (The sparks are flying ;p) I cant stop kissing this amazing man.

Girls Richmond Getaway!

Bailey and I went on our first big trip alone. I was so nervous, but it turned out great! Johns unit had a "preparing for your Soldiers homecoming" meeting just a what to expect thing. So Bailey and I packed up and hit the road Friday and stayed the night in a hotel and the meeting was Saturday morning. They did a great job and I learned alot and got lots of reading material to keep me busy :) We are in the home stretch!!! WHOO HOOO!

Dont worry mommy I'll help :)

That baby in the mirror just kept laughing back at her

Such a big girl in the elevator!

She even had her very own bag!

Waiting on a Hero

So we are counting down the days till we have a Daddy and a Husband back in our house! Trying to keep ourselves busy. My mind has been running a million miles a minute and excitement is building fast! Cant wait to have my husband back!!!!!

Slowly but surely..

We are slowly but surely coming to the end of this deployment. It seems as it gets closer it gets harder. I miss him more and more everyday. I cant wait to have my other half back! The calendar and clock havent been on my side the past few weeks. I'm pretty sure time has slowed down and the days are longer. I sware!! lol

I just want him home safe in my arms. I know he cant wait to be here with his family. Its unbelievable how much Bailey has grown since hes seen her. Its been 7 months ...7 MONTHS!!!! I can't hardly believe its almost been a year since he first left. Then he was home at Christmas time and gone again. I want to hold him and never left go. He's slowly been sending odd stuff home just things he doesnt need or got while he was there. He sent a box home the other day with a shirt he got me and a sweatshirt he got for himself. As soon as I opened the box I almost cried immediately I could smell him! (You know how everyone has a scent) Well it was his, I picked up the clothes and put them to my face and just held them there. It felt like home!! or smelled like home. lol It was as if I was laying on his chest just breathing him in. Needless to say I've been sleeping with those random articles of clothing on my pillow for the past 2 weeks. Amazing enough it still smells like him. Hopefully it will hold me over till I get the real thing. (ofcourse is sooooo much better)

I have to say through all this hardship Ive learned and grown so much and John has as well. Never did I think I could raise my daughter on my own for a year. Never did I think I would have to. Its so much work and I cant wait to tag team. He is more than welcome to take over diaper duty!! lol Its amazing the many things you can overcome that you didnt think you could. The inner strength comes out that you didnt know you had. Love can conquer anything! John knew he had to be strong for me and I had to be strong for Bailey. I'm ready to just let go and let the tears fall!!!!! I want my Man back.

JULY SAYYYY WHAT!!?!

ITS JULY!! I cant believe July has finally come! Now we have to get through part of this month and I will be the happiest person in the world!!!! *Doing my July happy dance* My life will fall back into place soon and i cant wait to feel complete again! AHHHH! Im sooooo excited (if you cant tell)

Heres some new pics of my stinky girl :)

The Buzz

Nothing cuter than a Bailey Bee!! Bailey and I have been enjoying summer time! We go to the pool almost everyday and the park the past two days. Its been beautiful! I've been doing daycare at my home for two sweet girls that I've known through the studio for years. Its been alotta fun havin them around and Bailey loves having some playmates. I'm hoping it will help the days go by.